I used to dream what it would be like to kiss you endlessly. Now I don’t have to dream. When you kiss me everything in my world feels right. When our lips touch time literally stands still. Nothing can ever compare. The sensual sensation you give me makes me want to bottle it up and savor when yourgone. Every time I close my eyes I feel you kissing me. You said all you wanted when you ended your day was to kiss me goodnight. And I said you don’t have to ask me twice. We don’t need no lights.when our lips meet the electricity gets a treat. Kiss me he said. Forever I said. As our lips locked as he kissed me.
If the only button left for you to press is Pause, do it. Pause before you speak, before you act and before you judge. …..—
He said I was his everything, constantly calls me his queen
He said that the road for us was endless and all he needed was me
I was his umbrella his shelter from the stormy rain
He said me and only me his heart belongs to and no one would take my place … yet he constantly caused my pain.
He said all he wanted was another chance. A chance to do what?
To show me what his loved meant, to show me that his love was my glue to fix it all if I just… gave… him… the …chance…
so after much pondering and going back and forth.. my hand Went to paper and this is I wrote… I’m in a soundproof room and you can’t hear me, but blame it on as the song says cause it is my fault, my fault that I didn’t make myself more understood. The love you feel for me I wonder where it came from where it still hibernated at all these years… so I blame me because you didn’t see the look of confusion I held after all you said, a friend is something I tried to be, but that went awry. The things I saw has me forever looking the other way, some pieces just cant be glued back together, no matter how many chances you attempt, so blame it on me that some broken shards don’t need to be fixed.
Wound up like a toy, ready to spin out of control. Need your touch. Want your arms wrapped around me. The heat you breath into my body gives me life. When you move away its the coldest feeling I’ve ever felt. Wrap me in your body from head to toe. Mold your body into mine. Im placing it in my memory. Wrap your tongue with mine kiss me deeply and completely. Wrap your arms around me. Let me grind my ass into your groin. As you give off that animalistic growl. Making me catch my breath. Wrapped up in your world is where I belong. Wrapped up in your mind. Is how I want to be. Wrapped up in your heart is the best place for me. Wrap me baby wrap me.
The way you cross my mind makes me shudder The thought of your kisses always make me shudder You have my mind shuddering Being in your arms, with you holding me close, makes my whole being shudder The explicitness of my dreams of you without a doubt I wake up shuddering You have my body shuddering The taste of you stays in my mind, my bottom lip shudders in anticipation When you say my name as you’re at your height of our ecstasy makes me shudder You have my soul shuddering The depth of the way you enter my mind, how you stroke my ego makes me shudder Instinctly you take over my soul, taking me to heights that never lets me hit the ground You have my heart shuddering
I want the rain to stop want the sound of the pelts to cease so maybe I can sleep. I need to close the door change the locks and throw away the keys. I don’t have anymore love left in me including loving you. It was so long ago and although the dream keeps flashing its one that I see as a bad dream bordering on a nightmare. I don’t get any reprieve it’s such an overpowering feeling TOO MUCH I carved the words in the sand the sound of waves crashing on the shore shipwrecked by the way you left me feeling. The treasure will never be found stopped looking a long time ago. It’s filled with hurt confusion and lies and deceit… and now it’s time to move on. We aren’t meant to be, it was hard for me to see but when I crashed I hit my head and gained some clarity.
I don’t want you
I don’t need you
I just want to be alone shipwrecked to find what’s left of me.
Synopsis of my next novel
Tiffany, Jocelyn, Nyla, and Denna have been friends since
highschool and their love for one another haven’t waivered at all. They all are still struggling with life with
the ladies all about to hit forty this year, they believe its time for some life
Tiffany has been
dating Reginald for ten years and he still hasn’t proposed. She has decided to give him an ultimatium,
will it backfire on her.
Jocelyn is engaged to James, they have a set of 1 year old
twins, and lately James has been acting strange and Jocelyn is determined to
find out what is going on.
Nyla is the quietest one of the bunch but she has decided to
time to change all that, she and her long time boyfriend Malcolm have decided
to give their relationship a break, and when a new client comes Nyla’s
way. She cant help but go after it. But will the job description be more than
she can handle
Denna is one of the state’s best defense attorney and has
been married to Quentin for two years.He wants them to start a family, but
making that choice would change her career, is she ready to give all that she
has worked for to make the man she loves happy?