Sometimes we want some things so badly we don’t quite get why they are out of reach. Patience is a virtue, its what my grandmother always told me. She said God will put things out of your reach, just to make sure you are ready for it. I truly beleive that. It took alot of readiness to be where I am now. God gave me patience in a form that caught me off guard. But it was a learning experience that I know I will have for a lifetime. I am thankful for alot of things. And I am blessed beyond measure. Patience got me here because the things he put in my grasp I didnt even realize I wanted, no! make that needed.
Slowly he lays me on my back, running his fingers from the tip of my lip to my breast down my stomach, he lays his hand flat on my stomach, kissing my shoulder, tonguing my side to my hip, tracing my core heat lighting a fire inside of me arvhing my back, spreading my legs as he feasts on my heat. He grabs my hand entertwine our fingers as I buck under your touch. Holding on. Deep sound rumbles as I twist and turn under your love I arch my back, lifting myself from the bed as a orgasam rips threw me
Im still speechless
Its been a long time since I’ve cried tears of joy, during dinner he did something
I was never expecting anything like this.
But he has given me the one thing I thought I lost forever…. my ability to love.
He keeps telling me he can’t be without me, he said this was the best way his heart and soul could show that. Sooooo
He proposed …. and I said YES!!!
Your soul I received at the most perfect time.
Your smile I just can’t do without.
Your kiss I crave all the time
You got me spoiled without knowing it
Your embrace is what I wanted
You gave me your heart instead
I wanted your time, you spoiled me with forever
I wanted a whisper you shouted to the world
Spoiling me with your showers of forget me nots
I needed you and
You spoiled me with every part of you
I desired you and
You spoiled me with your dreams
You spoiled me by just being you
He is my weakness
My moments of unclarity
The thought of his lips touching mines makes my hands shake
He is my weakness, my kryptonite
I know is my undoing, yet I can’t stay away
I don’t want to stay away
I need his touch, his words, his strength
Because loving him depletes me in a good way
He is my weakness, my Kryptonite
Im powerless to his magnetic hold on me, I seek his soul and he delivers it without fail
Gently folding my essence
Tantalizing my mind, my spirit and my soul
He is my weakness, yes my Kryptonite and I’ll admit I don’t mind the way he drains me, because in the end he gives it right back.
He is the my soul keeper, my light
He gives I take
I give he takes
He is my weakness
And I am his
We both are Kryptonite
Fallon watched him while he sat at the bar, he had dreads with a caramel complexion light brown eyes and she figured from the way he sat he was about six three. She hoped she was right because she loved tall men. The waitress came over and interrupted her thoughts. “Are you doing ok? Would you like another drink?” She asked her smiling. She ordered another apple martini, and then told her to get the gentleman she had been watching a drink on her, looking in his direction so the waitress she would know who she was talking about. Smiling she walked away. She sipped the last of her drink and wondered how he spoke. Her cell phone went off and she looked down. It was her sister, wondering where she was. She didn’t feel like all that drama tonight. She needed a peace of mind. That’s how she ended up here. After closing her shop she was supposed to be heading to her mother’s house to attend the family meeting for her sister’s second wedding. And although she knew she should be there because she in fact was the wedding planner, she just wasn’t in the mood. Nothing her family did ever turn out calm. Her twin sisters were so jealous and competitive of one another it always turned into a fighting match. Her mother was so frustrated with their behavior that she had gotten to the point where she most times didn’t say anything. This in fact made it even harder to deal with because being the big sister she felt like she had to intervene. Her phone went off again and she was about to respond when she felt a presence near her. She looked up and he was standing there holding her drink and the one she ordered for him. “May I join you?” He said to her, in a deep voice. She smiled. Motioning her hand he sat down. “Thank you for the drink, my name is Marcus Shelton.” Fallon extended her hand “Fallon McDonald and you are very welcome.” She smiled. “Wow, beautiful smile, what would it take for me to have see that smile across a dinner table?”
“Maybe just asking”
“Well may I have the honor of escorting you to dinner this week?”
“I have to check my schedule but if you give me your number I can let you know”
“That’s fair. Do you mind if I ask you what you do for a living?” he asked licking his lips and she nearly lost it. Clearing her throat she quickly took her eyes off his mouth and brought her eyes slowly back up to his eyes. She knew then, that he knew she had just been watching what he was doing. Smiling he waited on her answer. “Actually I am an events planner. My company name is Desired Effects Planning.” She told him. She saw his eyes light up. “I knew you looked a little familiar you did our company’s Christmas party last year. You did a great job; we all had a great time and talked about it for weeks after. “Well thank you, what company is it that you work for?”
“I am a senior partner at Fritz, Davis, and Shelton.”
“The brokerage firm?”
“The one indeed”
“You are very impressive as well, you event planning is quickly becoming a household name”
“I am flattered that you think that. I started this company out of my home office over ten years ago. I love what I do and that is the key.”
“Yes it is pretty lady yes it is.”
They talked casually over the next hour about themselves and both were pleasantly surprised that they had so much in common. They were interrupted by her ringing phone. She saw her mother picture on the screen. I’m sorry I need to take this. She got up from the table and spoke into her phone. “Mom, yes I know I should have been there a long time ago, I needed to distress before I got there. I ran into a friend and lost track of time” she told her, she could feel her “friend” watching her. She put up her finger and told him one minute he nodded. “Yes, mom I am listening, tell them I will be there in thirty. Did you need me to bring anything besides a valium” she laughed. “Ok see you in a few, love you too” walking back to the table she watched him swallow his drink. He was watching the TV screen in front of him. He had a strong jaw line and broad shoulders. Was this destiny? Maybe she was getting way ahead of herself. “Sorry about that, it was my mother”
“Everything ok?” he asked showing concern.
“Yes, my sister is getting married and I am her planner, but she is a twin and they are a bit difficult to be around. Hence why I am here instead of there. I needed to get my thoughts together first, then I saw you”
“Guess it must be my lucky day because I ended here by accident too?”
“Well I was supposed to meet my best friend for dinner, he cancelled when I was on my way, I happened to see this place and stopped in for a drink. I have been watching you since you sat down. Guess it was fate” he said giving her that brilliant sexy smile. Instead of replying she took a long sip of her drink and nodded her head. She needed to get away from him, and fast before she never made it to her mothers. “I hate to have to end this but I promised my mother I would be there soon.” She told him as she motioned for the waitress. Paying for their drinks they sat in momentary silence. Marcus reached into his breast pocket and as he was pulling out a business card she assumed something else hit the floor, they both reached to pick it up. She reached it first and her heart took a nose dive. It was a wedding ring, funny she made sure to look at his hand and didn’t a tan line at all. She reached over and handed him the ring. “Guess you forgot to mention one thing.” She told him with her hurt look on her face. He started to answer and she quickly got up and left. She heard him call her name but she didn’t look back. The whole ride to her mother’s she tried not to think of the last three hours. Another disappointment she thought to herself. Oh well at least she knew now rather than later.
Marcus wanted to run after her, but decided not to. If only she had let him explain. The ring was his best friend’s that’s one of the reasons they were meeting. He had left it at the basketball court last night. As if his friend felt him thinking on him, he cell rang. “What’s up. You need to come and get this ring. It may have just cost me my future wife” he said into the phone. He went on to explain to Devlin about meeting Fallon and what happened as he walked to his car. He agreed to meet his best friend at his house in thirty minutes. He said he needed to talk.
you say you can give me the world, yet all i want is you
you want to show me how a queen lives, thanks but just be my king and lead me by the hand
i don’t want or need your thugness, just protect me when the time arises
what do i need to do to make you see i don’t need diamonds and pearls, to make me complete
give me your smile, your touch, your gentle words and to me that is all the diamonds i need
you brought me a fur coat said it was warmth, hold me that is all the heat i need
i am your woman, your confidant, your best friend, you dollars didn’t get me and they sure wont keep me
I didn’t fall in love with the materials, but the essence of YOU.
I don’t want no diamonds and pearls because truth be told i can get my own
don’t offer me no Versace and no Michael kors, because material things don’t mean nothing to me
don’t offer up the world when all i need is a destination you are everything i need
you are my diamonds and pearls